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WOW i have not blogged for a while!
hmmn is there anything new in life? OH YES. MY BIRTHDAY IS....SOON :)
and like...not that i really care all that much, BUT IM TURNING 15 YAAAAYYY
onto my sixtennth year! hoorah.
EFF the swine flu...i cannot even go to school DAMMIT. no, i dont have swine flu. not that i have to declare myself to anyone...BUT IF YOU MUST KNOW, i dont have it :)
anyways, no matter how much school i miss, LIFE GOES ON.
and i hopefully will get the swine flu shot.
life at home is pretty boring.
i hate halloween.
i am NEVER going trick or treating again. EVER.
it completely ruined my life. i think i am overexaggerating. but still.
i strongly dislike the fact that i lost my library book...and i dont know where it is. hopefully, it will be in the locker...
I NEED SOME COFFEEEEEE
YAAYY
OH YEAH
I ALREADY HAD SOMEEE
explains the hyperness.
I also dislike that i am on facebook all the effing time. i am so bored, that i spent like, half the day yesterday on pointless facebook apps where no one gives a shit what you write.
i am just writing for the heck of it.
i should be writing my essay that was due last thursday....
im so fail at the moment.
but life does have its ups and downs.
people who kill themselves and cut themselves just dont understand that, do they :(
i mean
THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT ARE STARVING YOU DONT HAVE IT THAT BAD.
AT LEAST YOU DONT LIVE ON THE STREETS. THOSE are the people who are really sad and miserable. If you think about it, you are pretty well off compared to those people.
ANYWAYSSS
lets go onto a brighter note!
well, i dont really see the brightness in this, but i did not make it to Java Jive and Pie.
Tis pretty fucking miserable for me.
GAHHH its ok though. as i said before, life has its ups and downs :)

you know what would be so cool?
if i became a chef and owned my own fancy restraunt and had my own TV show on food network. i would call it "fancy cooking for the average human being"
well, im not sure. i was trying to make up a name on the spot.

SAVE PAPER! im not much of a tree hugger, but still, RECYCLE PEOPLE!
not recycle PEOPLE, but recycle PAPER :)
I wish Mill Pond would freeze up already. i want to go skating.
i also have the song Fireflies stuck in my head. its not a bad song, at least its not about sex or dancefoors or other random shit.
i dont really understand the point of the song, but i still like it :D
man. being without school is making me stupider than ever.
when i came to high school, i thought OH YAH, COMPETITION?!? THERE WILL BE NO COMPETITION. but then i started to realize that there were alot of aces in my school...
"OH SHIT, I GOT A 99 ON MY MATH TEST. MY PARENTS ARE GOING TO KILL ME!!! "
then it hit me that i have to step it up a notch. but i am kinda stepping it down by not being able to go to school.
i love my school. i actually miss going to school.
I miss the smell of B.O...the smell of bathrooms that had been blown up in the morning...ah yeah that was the life. JKS. Do you REALLY think im serious?
But it IS better than moping around at home all day.
My eyes are hurting from the computer.
OH
i am also trying to grow my hair more. i think it is working. my hair DID grow longer. i think...
WOAH. i just turned to see what was on TV just now, and there was this relly creepy looking guy that is wanted for sex assault or something. zomg just the sight of his face made me want to puke. poor poor POOR boy or girl that got assaulted by him. they will probably have nightmares for the rest of their lives...
:'(
i should stop blogging because my eyes hurt from looking at the comp for hours on end.
i shall not be so lazy anymore, and will try to blog regularly.
maybe...
i need to do my essay -.-

oh and...no offence to emo people, k? :)