OMG when I get a dog, I will name it Balthazar. That is such an epic name. But naming a wiener dog Balthazar seems WAY too epic. But Im gonna name it that anyways. Cuz its epic like that. :)
I was going to blog something really important just now, but it flew out of my head. I just cant remember. OH YEAH. Now I remember. I am almost finished my essay for english. I have 2 more paragraphs to write. And i still have just under 2 days to finish it. sooo. yea.
:D btyl! (blog to yall later!)

School Soon!

2 more days until school. Hooray!
But then ALL THAT CATCHING UP!
Gah. Whatever. At least i dont have swine flu...! XD
And i am very happy with my mp3 player. It is outta this world! :D

:@

Things are not going good. I feel disconnected from the outer world. I dont want winter vacation to come because i was just on winter vacation. I want it to snow already. Yet i hate the cold. I want a warm drink, but i am too damn lazy to get it. I hate my laziness. And procrastination. Hopefully i will be able to come to school on teusday.
Did you know that Adam Lambert is pretty good looking? yah, he is :)
but hes gay.....
NOTHING AGAINST GAY PPLZ, but that means i dont have a chance :'(
Anyways, i must study math. Even though i do not understand most of it, at the moment.
My average is gonna go from a 90 to a 60. darrrrnn.
i have Replay stuck in my head. apparently its by IYAZ or something. not Sean Kingston. I cant beleive it. Its like one voice. No telling them apart. IYAZ probably hates Sean Kingston XD

CRG <3

I CANNOT WAIT TO GO SKIING. WHO IS UP FOR SKIING :D :D :D
snow already, sky!

15

Today i am officially 15 years old!
Yay! And I got yet another MP3 player....because I lost my old one. BUT GOOD NEWS YALL, its exactly the same one!
and its blue :)
and i got matching headphones. cuz im kool like that. :D
JKS.
anyways.
Im really happy about it :)
sooo....yeah.
i got cake :D
its caramel crunch. anyone wanna come help me eat it? XD
yumz.
I ALSO GOT A HAIR STRAIGHTENER....but it doesnt work...that.....well.....
.
yeah,.
BUT I LIKE IT ANYWAYS!.
ive never straightened my hair before...except that time when vicky straightened it for me.. XD
BLOWDRYING IS A MUCH MORE EFFICIENT AND LESS STRESSFUL METHOD OF STRAIGHTENING :D
im happy its my birthday. its not as boring as i thought it would be :D
i like it :D

House.

House is awesome. He rules all soap operas with an IRON FIST YE YEE.
Anyways, hello peoplez. My birthday is only one day away. Im not that excited, because i already got my present lol.
But i shall eat pizza on my birthday. That is the only good thing about it. Wait. Thats a bad thing...
Anyways, I was thinking of getting a job. Maybe...
MAYBE ONE AT MCDONALDS...that is...until I become a lifeguard! :D
i cant wait to become a lifeguard. Its so epic.
I love it.
Haha.
Does anyone have a ladder i could borrow...?
i need one....to hang up christmas lights....
Yeah...
I hate icecream. It should go and die.
lol wait no. it shouldnt.
no
it should
.
Im going crazy and im becoming painfully lazy at home. I NEED to go to school, or else i think i might lose my mind soon.
:@
i am so behind on everyting, i can FEEL myself becoming more dumb as the days wear on.
hopefully my birthday will not be as boring as this. But it probably will be.
If not more.
WELL...
sixteenth birthday should be better.
and in grade 12 , i am going to get my drivers licence.
FREEEEEEDOMMM!!!!
:D
but im not even fifteen yet. so i shall keep dreaming :(
im getting a kitten for my moms birthday next year.
but its so far away, it gives me a headache just thinking about it.
(her birthday, that is.)
i cant wait for her birthday.
because of the kitten.
the problem is..my dad hates cats...
so...
yeah i dont know how that will work......
MAYBE A DOG.
but my mom says she doesnt have feelings for dogs XD
only for cats.
i like both.
so WHATEVERSSS
yeah :D
so
i need to study.
something i havent done for...
1
2
3
1/2?
weeks...
yeah..
I WILL BE BACK THOUGH.
YOU WILL SEEEEE.
:)
i think my way of articulating sentances is becoming terrible...
i need to work on it.
:(
BUT I SHALL END THIS POST WITH A HAPPY FACE :D

SHIZZNETS.

fell down the stairs. killed my fingers. ow.

Flu Shot :(

Darrnnnnn.
I got that H1N1 flu shot yesterday, and man, I FEEL LIKE SHIT.
wow this is the most terrible..vaccination i have ever received.
Such a terrible shot.
Terrible.
Anyways, today was Java Jive and Pie. Sorrowfully, I did not join in on the action. But hey, at least i saved 15 bucks!
My arm still hurts from the flu shot.
And I feel soo sick. Not sick like..."got the flu/cold" kindof sick. But, the kind of sick that you get when you missed a whole night of sleep and you feel all headachy and groggy the next day.
I wish to get a good nights sleep tonight.
So...for now.......Goodbye!
And, i am going to be at school on November 30 HOORAHH!

BACK 2 BLOGGING!

WOW i have not blogged for a while!
hmmn is there anything new in life? OH YES. MY BIRTHDAY IS....SOON :)
and like...not that i really care all that much, BUT IM TURNING 15 YAAAAYYY
onto my sixtennth year! hoorah.
EFF the swine flu...i cannot even go to school DAMMIT. no, i dont have swine flu. not that i have to declare myself to anyone...BUT IF YOU MUST KNOW, i dont have it :)
anyways, no matter how much school i miss, LIFE GOES ON.
and i hopefully will get the swine flu shot.
life at home is pretty boring.
i hate halloween.
i am NEVER going trick or treating again. EVER.
it completely ruined my life. i think i am overexaggerating. but still.
i strongly dislike the fact that i lost my library book...and i dont know where it is. hopefully, it will be in the locker...
I NEED SOME COFFEEEEEE
YAAYY
OH YEAH
I ALREADY HAD SOMEEE
explains the hyperness.
I also dislike that i am on facebook all the effing time. i am so bored, that i spent like, half the day yesterday on pointless facebook apps where no one gives a shit what you write.
i am just writing for the heck of it.
i should be writing my essay that was due last thursday....
im so fail at the moment.
but life does have its ups and downs.
people who kill themselves and cut themselves just dont understand that, do they :(
i mean
THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT ARE STARVING YOU DONT HAVE IT THAT BAD.
AT LEAST YOU DONT LIVE ON THE STREETS. THOSE are the people who are really sad and miserable. If you think about it, you are pretty well off compared to those people.
ANYWAYSSS
lets go onto a brighter note!
well, i dont really see the brightness in this, but i did not make it to Java Jive and Pie.
Tis pretty fucking miserable for me.
GAHHH its ok though. as i said before, life has its ups and downs :)

you know what would be so cool?
if i became a chef and owned my own fancy restraunt and had my own TV show on food network. i would call it "fancy cooking for the average human being"
well, im not sure. i was trying to make up a name on the spot.

SAVE PAPER! im not much of a tree hugger, but still, RECYCLE PEOPLE!
not recycle PEOPLE, but recycle PAPER :)
I wish Mill Pond would freeze up already. i want to go skating.
i also have the song Fireflies stuck in my head. its not a bad song, at least its not about sex or dancefoors or other random shit.
i dont really understand the point of the song, but i still like it :D
man. being without school is making me stupider than ever.
when i came to high school, i thought OH YAH, COMPETITION?!? THERE WILL BE NO COMPETITION. but then i started to realize that there were alot of aces in my school...
"OH SHIT, I GOT A 99 ON MY MATH TEST. MY PARENTS ARE GOING TO KILL ME!!! "
then it hit me that i have to step it up a notch. but i am kinda stepping it down by not being able to go to school.
i love my school. i actually miss going to school.
I miss the smell of B.O...the smell of bathrooms that had been blown up in the morning...ah yeah that was the life. JKS. Do you REALLY think im serious?
But it IS better than moping around at home all day.
My eyes are hurting from the computer.
OH
i am also trying to grow my hair more. i think it is working. my hair DID grow longer. i think...
WOAH. i just turned to see what was on TV just now, and there was this relly creepy looking guy that is wanted for sex assault or something. zomg just the sight of his face made me want to puke. poor poor POOR boy or girl that got assaulted by him. they will probably have nightmares for the rest of their lives...
:'(
i should stop blogging because my eyes hurt from looking at the comp for hours on end.
i shall not be so lazy anymore, and will try to blog regularly.
maybe...
i need to do my essay -.-

oh and...no offence to emo people, k? :)